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31 July 2009 9:01 PM
Career


Our sch had a Education Fair on Tuesday (29/7/2009).
All F5 students omost were xcited abt it.
Bcoz we no ned 2 study 4 sum period, summore it is a gd chance 4 us 4 think tat wat we hv 2 do in our future.
Well, I wish 2 b a nurse or stewardess at air cabin.
Bt I'm those ppl who vry lazy, sO wat cn i do ?

Wan 2 b a nurse, I should study more 3 years at colledge.
haiz...
My 2nd choices, stewardess jz ned 2 attend 3 monthz course.
Hw gd izit, I lik it ! xD
After 18 years old, I cn fly away.
The problem let mii headache is my height nt enuf 2 hit the target.
It should b at least 157cm wanna b a stewardess.
Bt I'm jz 150.5cm measured when wearing shoe, if without shoe, den I wil bcomes 149cm.
Hw sad ?
I've no choice, I jz cn + oil b grow tall.

Yesterday we attended our Club Seni Photo 4 the laz time.
Same, we were chit-chat around thr agn.
Tiz time Yee Fei was no ned 2 bz on her secretary's work ady, it's paz 2 Ruo Yun since laz week AGM.
sO she cn mix v us 4 long chat d, nt same as laz time jz a while, tat's nt enuf 2 kpc. =P
We chat abt many thgz, omost abt 'L.O.V.E'.
Bsides tat, we stil had discuz abt our future.
hehez =)
Hw 'normal' we r ?
After wat I said abt my thinking, Yee Fei was get effect from mii.
Bt we r same, short !
I think she is shorter than mii, at laz we measured, JY said she is taller than mii a bit. ==
Q lel ?
Quite funny on us, we kep laugh-ING.
Anyway, we didn't care it.
She was decided on yesterday, wanna same as mii b a stewardess too.
We wan fight 2 grow tall 2gther.

Actually she is reali perfect, I think if can't b a stewardess at air cabin, she oso wil get a gd job, high salary.
Say the truth, I'm jealous on her, bt is the type of frenz jealous.
I lik her much !
muackz ~ ^^
She is Q, pretty & clever, a perfect person. *xcellent !


28 July 2009 8:20 AM
My Family


Arrgh !
Wat kind of family i hv ?!
F*** !

I hate my family ;
I hate those who force mii ;
I hate those who blame mii ;
I hate those who prejudice on mii ;
I hate those who didn't care my feeling !

Selfish


27 July 2009 2:59 PM
A Day Fulled by Suck Family's Problem


Yesterday, I'm vry sad ady.
sO we decided hang out 4 relax 2day.
1st, we meet at Air Itam thr, hv sum drink & chit-chat.
Afterward, we started our walk, went 2 Batu Ferringhi.
Ate ice-cream, looked at the sea, our heartz were fulled by sum suck family's problem.
SM cried, coz b4 we went out, she jz quarrel v her sis.
Tat time I feel nth should I sad, sO tried 2 encourage her, at laz she smile, coz I did sum c2pig thgz. =)
Nxt, we went 2 Teluk Bahang.
On the way, it's the turn I fall sad coz my family's problem.
The 1st time I cry lik hell in front frenz, SM was get shocked.
We cried 2gther, watever, I didn't care hw ppl look at us.
We scream, & I dare 2 scold rude wordz 2 my all family memberz.
Tat's the 1st time I went thr 4 hiking, bt was a suck memory, I hope won't happen agn.

* a Q monkey looked at us when we r crying.
Aftertat, we went GP 2 hv our dinner at Chopper Board by the voucher gave from sch.
Taste sO gd ! xDD
B a fatty gal...
Finished our dinner, we changed our mood 2 gd ady.
After cried & sad, it's the time we crazy.
Lets c the pic we fooling around the milk fair at the ground floor :
* ev1 oso wan 2 take pic v him, Mr. Cow !
* c ? hw blissful we r ? hug-ING him.
Othough 2day was fulled by those suck family's problem, bt we stil wil enjoyed our life hapiily.
We r strong !


2:37 PM
Sad


Was absent activity, coz I'm wake up late.
YC fon until I wake at 11.30pm, it's too late, sO I decided 2 absent.
Bt I stil ned go 2 sch 4 practice dance, went thr at 1pm, TL was my driver cm my hse 2 fetch mii.
We jz practice until 2.30pm, afterward attend the speech abt our St. John.
LL & mii were vry hungry, we attend the speech coz thr had sumthgz 2 let us eat. xD
Bored !
We jz aim 4 the food, sumthgz happened at thr, it's made Kaishen & mii gan ga.
Teik Sian was the 1 who made us feel weird. ==
They kep find sum chances 2 let us talk, coz we were didn't talk face by face 4 long time ady.
Went 2 SMK Air Itam St. John's campfire.
We performed our item, othough sum mistakes we did, it's made tat b nt perfect, bt we had tried our best, tat's stil The Best Item on tat nitez ! =)
Sum of us r beh syiok due 2 sum reason, hate 2 mention it.
Suddenly, sumthgz was happened agn, tat's my family problem, made mii down, at laz I cried ! T.T
Anyway, I stil controlled my emotion, let's siiao 2 cover my sadness.
We get The Overall Champion too !
* no pic 2 show, coz tat was the sad day, no mood 2 took pic.
Same, TS them kep wan Kaishen & mii feel paiseh, push us 2gther.
Went supper at the nitez, Kaishen was sit opp mii, tat's a gd chance let them perli agn.
==''' SWT !
Othough I'm sad on tat day, bt I'm siiao oso, bring a lots hapiiness 4 my frenz.
Lurbx all my frenz, euu all owayz make mii smile. =)
muackz ~ xDD


24 July 2009 1:32 PM
Fight


Recently was bz 2 practice dance.
After sch, we wil went 2 studio practice until 10pm++, it made mii feel xhausted.
Bt gt sum surprise tat duno y my bro was treat mii kinda gd, he fetch mii go & bck when we gt practice.
Our relationship oso bcomes better, othough sumtimes he stil wil scold mii tiz & tat.
After finish pratice, he wil fetch mii 2 eat sumthgz.
Hw delicious r the food ?!
Yummy ~
I'm half dying, whole body muscle was pain until nw.
2day I'm absent 2 sch agn, many ppl sure wil think tat's I'm a lazy gal. ==
Yah, I agree tat !
I don't mind wat ppl think at mii, hw they look at mii.
I've learn 2 suit myself in those situation since break v "HIM".
sO jz take as nth, won't effect my emotion.
Hv 2 item wil perform on tiz cming Saturday at SMK Air Itam, the campfire.
Tat's wat 2 nice item, the most I lik is MJ's songz tat we dance.
MJ everlasting, I lurbx it much ! =)
LOL
Hw abt "HIM" ?
I knw tat we r long time didn't chat at all & reali bcomes stranger ady.
I kep let myself bz, times fulled by many activities, den wil no xtra times 2 think those thgz or fall in sad ?
NO !
I'm reali hv many activities.
Even I've 2 bz tiz & tat, I stil wil thinking of "HIM" all the times.
Laz few day, I've 2 ask 4 "HIS" help due 2 sum reason.
1stly, I've no dare 2 ask, bt force by the situation we faced.
sO no choice, I jz scared when I talking v "HIM", wil can't relax & speak out wat I wan 2 say.
Hv imagine tat, use tiz chance 2 close v "HIM", act nth ady, jz siiao & fool around v "HIM".
TL oso gt help mii imagine many funny & sweet story, muahahahax =D
Bt at laz, "HE" reject, kep find sum reason, xcuse.
M i sad ?
No, hv knw the ans b4 ask "HIM", knw "HIS" style, scare 2 close v mii, tat's mayb.
"HE" reali bcomes different when talk v mii, nt same as chat v otherz.
Izit mii think too much ?
haiz...
Heard sumthgz I should feel sad, bt I'm nt reali sad, jz a bit.
Knw y ?
Mayb accustom ady. =[


20 July 2009 10:55 PM
Bon Odori


Ms. Y here !
Many ppl were called mii as a maid ?! ==
Tat's bcoz my dress...
Reali look same as maid ?
Went 2 xplanet 4 celebrated Bon Odori on laz Saturday (18/7/2009).
Lazy 2 mention all the thgz at thr, it's quite bored ! =[
Bt we stil enjoyed thr.
Let the pic tel euu the story larhx...
Tze Ling, mii, Lian Lian & Siew Ming.

Eat & chit-chat at thr, walk around.
My legz is sO pain d !
Thx 4 SM, she was sO gd, share the suffer v mii.
Let mii feel she is my 'Angel' at the time, took out sum of my suffer.
Haiz...
Sum bad thgz happened on laz minz, I'm no transport 2 bck hm.
When went 2 thr, is my grandma cal her driver 2 fetch us.
Bt hw should I bck ?
... speechless ...
Lucky get help from sum1 - Meng Kai ( Yee Cieh's bf ) xD
He asked his frenz named 'Water' 2 fetch mii bck, bt they r nt 2gther v mii at the time, jz his frenz fetch mii, 4 unknw guyz & jz mii 1 gal. BAD *
Bt they r nice, quite funny !
Tat time I'm moodless, & them made mii smile. =)
Aftertat meet up YC them at QB thr, chit-chat around agn.
Jz 2 gaz of us, we chat ourself, can't mix up their topic.
YC & MK r SWEET * xDD
Congratz !
Nxt, fetch YC bck hm 1st.
Left mii 1 gal agn. ==
A car, 3 motor mix 2gther, they fetch mii 2 my hse thr, Teluk Kumbar.
Afterward, went 2 Balik Pulau hv fun i think.
All guyz, gay lou !
TQ 'Water' !
Feel tat sO mahuan euu, pity.


17 July 2009 12:07 AM
Lucky ?


Yesterday went 2 practice dance, as a item 4 Air Itam's campfire soon.
Bck hm, my bro was fetch mii 2 cut my hair, afterward went 2 studio 4 dance practice.
Coz sum reason get scold agn... ==
Nvm, it's okay.
Paz my day vry meaningful too, hv learn many step 4 new dance.
It's oso work in kep fit ?
I wan kep fit myself, get a slim body. xDD
Hv captured sum picz at the studio too :

* we r nt dance tradisional's dance, we r dance sum hip pop & new jazz.

2day was late 2 sch, f*** !
When i nearly reach my claz, heard a big volume voice, tat's my EA teacher Pn. TSC.
She was angry coz we r too lazy, pasup our hmwork late late late.
I'm sO scare 2 walk in my claz, those 5E1 clazmates were looked at mii, laugh at mii ?
They blessed mii b safe ? Yea, mayb.
Out of my imagine, she didn't scold mii.
All ppl feel tat, she sO lik mii, jz sayang mii ! X)
Xcept it, all the thgz was paz as usual, nth special.
Went 2 club photography's activity too, bored !
Bt tat's oso the chance 4 us 2 mix up 4 chit-chat. (tat's galz' job)


13 July 2009 1:51 PM
Fulled


Friday (10/7/2009)
I'm went 2 sch as usual, hv a talk abt business (quite nice) .
After sch, was hapii & get sum fun.
I went 2 TL's hse after sch, aftertat we had round island, coz she get her motor P lesen ady.
Congratz 2 her, Ms. Tsar Tze Ling ! xD
Finally, we were tired, sO hv a rest at her hse.
Bt seem sO bored, we jz chit-chat abt sum secret.
Actually we had planned wan 2 xercise at U-park, bt we didn't.
It's due 2 our lazyness...
sO wat we hv 2 do ?
We went 2 sing K at her bf's hse.
Let's fun at thr !
Superstar ! xDD
Yerr, tiz pic is sO ugly, bt we r get high ourself !
We r nt crazy, bt we r funny.
Saturday (11/7/2009)
Was attended 2 PCGHS (private) St.John's anniversary at 12pm-5pm, aftertat continue had campfire organize by PCGHS St.John at 6pm-11pm.
-PCGHS (private) St.John Anniversary
I'm late coz no transport & it's was rain.
No idea, hv 2 ask my dad fetch mii, was traffic jam.
sO reach thr at 1pm, tat time feel sO bored & moody, duno y.
They named the anniversary as 'Summer 12c', tat's was real, kep raining, was cold.
Bt after lunch, my feel was came, coz the food vry 'ho chak' ! xD
Teik Sian & mii ate 2, the sate reali taste gd.
muahahahax =D
We had ply the station games, I'm same team v all HEHS memberz.
Of course, we r crazy agn when mix 2gther, our team named as 'Xiiao He'.
Coz our team r brown in colour.
The games were nt bad, fooling around thr.
At laz our sch won a prize !
The prize, Suvan & mii.
-PCGHS St.John Campfire
Raining whole day, sO was canceled the campfire, bt hv held at hall as anniversary.
The MC were sO sexy on tat nitez ! hoo~
Oso gt many handsome guyz thr, I'm hapii tat I didn't miz the chance. xP
We oso won a prize, The Best Supporter !
Sunday (12/7/2009)
I went 2 TL's hse, she was make up, bt I'm nth 2 do.
Aftertat, we went 2 Times Square by her motor, on the road quite dangerous v motor, feel nt sO stabil.
Meet up frenz at thr, & we saw the B-Boy Battle competition.
We were support 4 Max, Monkey & Cool Man.
When we watched the competition, meet "HIM" thr.
SM said "HE" was stand at upstair, a wall was blocked us, sO I can't c "HIM", "HE" can't c mii.
I think tat's fated.
Btw, we stil c each other when plying around thr.
"HE" looked lik pissed off mii. =(
2nd, we took part in the Treasure Hunt competition.
SUCK, wat's the games ?!
We lik those c2pig personz, run here & thr 4 searching the ans, get sum station games oso.
Bt we r nt sO interested, we jz simply did it.
We were lose in the competition too, we had guess it b4. xD
3rd, we oso took part in Eating competition.
Arrgh ! xP
Thr was no anymore galz competitor, jz 3 of us (galz) ?
=='" SWT !
Nvm, we stil join boyz, othough tat's nt reali fair 2 us.
We nt reali wan win it, sO it's okay.
hv 2 eat 2 fried sausages v the tomato sauce, it's taste sO gd, Uncle BOB !
We r lost our image when eating, & Kok Han won the champion.
I think if we didn't join in 2 fight v boyz, I'm the champion of the galz part. xD
Finally, we were xhausted.
sO jz rest & walk around after rest.
Siew Ming, Tze Ling & mii were lik a crazy ladies, mayb ppl wil said we r childish too.
Guess wat we do ?
We went 2 the rink water thr hv fun !
Plying water v sum children & made funny action thr.
Many ppl took our pic, mayb we r sO pretty or Q ! xDD
muahahahax =D
I've asked 1 professional photographer 2 take pic 4 us oso, he said wil sd mii the pic by e-mail on nxt week.
* Finally, i get the photos d, bt seem lik quite ugly. =[
Let c the pic :

a funny gal !

3 pretty ladies, we r young.


8pm, we had our dinner at sum whr I duno, coz is SM them suggested.After dinner, we bck 2 Times Square 4 watching sum performances.Laz, when we bck, we went 2 visit the road gt 'chicken' & 'ducks' by motor.sO gerli when c it ! aww*



09 July 2009 11:02 PM
Sick


Due 2 sum reason, I'm sick since bck from Japan.
Was suck !
Doctor & my whole family kep bla bla bla... They scold mii !
Coz i didn't wear mask, sO get sick, my protection was b weak since I did therapy.
Sry 2 euu all, I knw many ppl was care abt mii : frenz, family, teacherz & sum1 else.
TQ 4 euurz care, I'm reali appreciate tat 2 hv euu all !
I seem b more mature on thinking sumthgz, I've undersand wat should I do, bt I failed 2 do it.
4 example, I wan study well, bt can't concentrate on it & kep absent.

Nxt, I wan 4gt "HIM" & start a new life bt oso failed.
I knw I'm nt qualified 2 lurbx sum1 coz my sickness, since 30/4/2009 I've promised myself wil kep it all in my heart. @_@


08 July 2009 8:10 PM
The Timing


Evdayz is EK fetch mii 2 sch.
2day hv 2 attend assembly at sch,sO we were went 2 sch early a bit.
Early in the morning,when we omost wan reach sch,I've told EK mayb I'm didn't gt fate 2 meet "HIM" ady.
Coz nwadayz,"HE" has motor,sO wil go 2 sch early a bit.
I'm sad,seem sO long time didn't meet "HIM" & nth between us d.
When I walked in 2 sch by a moody face,& went up 2 my claz... Arrgh !
I was meet "HIM" & JK,lucky we breaked faz,if nt mii & "HIM" were knocked 2gther ady.
It's the fate 4 us ?
After I put all my thgz in claz,the road was jam,sO we jz cn wait & follow the step.
Bt Mr. Hong was catched us coz we r late,he asked us 9 up & stand a while at outside the hall.
Tat's bad or gd luck ? LOL

2day oso hv 2 tuition 4 the laz time,we finished it early.
Aftertat,I've 2 wait my aunt 2 fetch mii at the coffee shop opp sch.
I walked alone & wan 2 paz through the road by the traffic light.
1st J, WK & JH were drive their motor paz through front of mii,JH was hon mii & said bye.
Den the traffic light was turn 2 green 4 ppl over it,I jz follow the rules 2 paz through.
While I'm paz half on the road,"HE" was drive "HIS" motor paz through oso.
Actually "HE" should stop 4 waiting the traffic light,bt "HE" didn't.
At the laz,I jz cn turn my head 2 c "HIS" bck side,jz saw "HE" drive the motor at bck.
Arrgh !
All bcoz the timing.
Wil "HIM" saw mii ?
Wat "HE" think abt mii ?

All the timing is wrong or right ?!


07 July 2009 10:30 PM
Hv a Wish


2day I saw "HIS" new motor ady.
PJF 5406
Bt I didn't saw "HE" drive it.
Hv a wish : I wan "HE" fetch mii !
Izit impossible ? LOL


06 July 2009 10:41 PM
My L.O.V.E



when we stil duno each other.


when we 2gther, tat's was SWEET !


after we break, jz I'm stil stand at bck waiting 4 "HIM".

I'm choose 2 create a blog on 2day.
We were break since 1 year b4.
Nw all was the END !

14/11/2008
-was the day we knw each other.
Tat time when "HE" chase mii, I'm nt lurbx "HIM" at all.
Bt i did it since we 2gther.
I duno hw 2 show tat I'm reali lurbx "HIM" much, sO jz act lik nt reali lurbx much, as normal.
I'm selfish.
I owayz quarrel & said break 2 "HIM" when we 2gther, actually I'm reali care "HIM" much.
After break I'm stil lurbx "HIM", bt nw "HE" was nt lurbx mii ady.
After break, we wil kep quarrel when we chat on msn, sms or on cal.
I duno y wil b lik tat.
"HE" was ans mii, coz "HE" feel tat when we chat, muz quarrel v mii, can't control it.
Means ? haiz...
Yah, quarrel better than didn't chat or b stranger.
At least gt chances 2 talk othough tat's quarrel.
Bt when we chat at U-park on tat day, we hv said tat was laz meet & chat 4 us.
We hv no any relationship at all since tat day.
sO I've no chance 2 talk v "HIM" ady.
Nw we r jz STRANGER !



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