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28 August 2009 12:00 AM
Wish


2mr I'm going 2 take exam 4 undang-undang, bt until nw, I stil didn't study at all.
Faint !!!
GoD bless mii, plz ~
I reali ned the luck owayz stay bside mii.
Watever, 2nitez I'll fight 4 it, study until knw it well, nt going 2 slp ady ?
I'm stil nt sure...


24 August 2009 10:42 PM
Gd News !!!


Guess wat ?!!

mauhahahahax =D
I'm vry vry vry vry vry hapii !
My dad, mum & my family members, they omost nt support mii 2 take exam motor due 2 many reason.
Othough I've beg them many times b4.
Bt 2day was susprised, my mum & grandma were approve my request.
SUMMORE, my grandma was bought mii a new motor [Icon] ! xD

My dream cm true 1 ady, hope tat gd luck wil owayz stay bside mii...


23 August 2009 4:00 AM
Frenz


Yesterday, we went 2 QB 2gther.
Bcoz SM & mii have 2 take part in 'Shop & Sing Competition'.
Bt at the laz, I quit due 2 sum reason. xD
SM was cool, sang well, she get in 2 nxt round on nxt week.
Congratz !
Sum photos r show 2 euu :
galz owayz lik 2 capture in toilet. ==
we r the supporter 4 SM.
After the competition finish, we ate at Chopper Board agn, order many foods, was FAT ady ! ><
YC, Michelle, ZQ, Ben & JH meet us aftertat.
We shopping around the QB, I took 1 pic in S&J, get scold by the worker oso, quite paiseh.


Nxt, we all went 2 colour sumthgz 4 Michelle & Zheng Yi.
As a anniversary present 2 them, hapii. =)
C hw hard we work :
I'm the photograhy after colouring my thgz.

Ten Ten !
Finally, the thg was out.
The comment : 'Q & Nice !'

Bt hw swt, was big rain, sO we hv 2 wait until the rain stop jz cn enjoy at the Fun Park bside the QB.
YC them were bck 1st, left SM, CT, KH & mii.
Lucky, the rain was jz little, sO we don't care it, jz enjoyed !
Fun Fun Fun !
Tat's y cal Fun Park.
It's stil raining, bt jz nt sO big, I'm high myself.

I'm bad luck, when they wan 2 ply, I'm jz lik maid 2 serve them, all the thgz jz put up my body,SM's scaft & beg.
No choice, coz I don wan 2 ply, it's too bored 4 mii, sienz ady. x)
Btw, while they r ply, guess wat i do ?
I kep capture pic 4 myself.


My turn, is my show time, shoot it !


we r wet coz the rain.

Last, b4 we went bck, laz capture 4 us.

Izit I looked vry hapii ?
Actually nt sO, due 2 the thgz happened on tat day, sum frenz were moodless oso.
The most important thg tat I wan 2 mention is I'm wearing the same shirt on the 1st out v "HIM" 4 celebrated my b'day after knw "HIM" 5 dayz.
& the necklace ("HE" gave mii as my b'day present on 19/11/2007).
SM them said, the necklace is reali nice, they oso praised tat "HE" has a gd taste.
Summore, oso the same place - QB.
Much memories cm bck 2 mii agn.
Steam-ING...
i knw it's vry ugly, bt jz only the 1 pic i hold the necklace.


17 August 2009 4:53 PM
Never Hv A Dream Cm True


After break v "HIM", i hv dream many times all abt "HIM".
Dream tat we wil 2gther bck, quite sweet, hapii. x)
Bt it's haven appear in my real life.
Many ppl had scold mii, i'm jz same, didn't change at all.
Bcoz it's reali vry HARD 4 mii !


2:32 PM
Lurbx Make Ppl Headache & Hurt


Planned 2 hiking on Sunday (16/8/09).
When Saturday nitez on cal until 5am in the morning of Sunday, due 2 my lazyness, sO had canceled.
We were decided 2 hiking on 1/8/09, bt until nw oready 16/8/09, we stil kep postpone. xD
Nw we changed 2 nxt month ady.
On cal until morning, den slp until 4pm, reali tired.
Zhi Qi was stay in hospital, coz she was fever.
We went 2 visit her at 6pm, chit-chat at thr until 9pm.
Aftertat we went 2 Old Town had our dinner, many thgz was happened, hapii, unhapii.
All abt L.O.V.E !


13 August 2009 6:42 PM
"HE" Was Nt Hapii When We R 2gther ?


19/4/2009
11:30:47 PM
Jsheиg : "before if i din tgh with u"
Jsheиg : " i will b hapy "
Ms. Y : "euu 2gther v mii jz let euu unhapii ?"

Jsheиg : "yayaya"
Jsheиg : "simple and clear"
Jsheиg : "thats all"

- Tat's all laz time wat we chat on msn, I knw "HE" did reali hate mii much !
Bt I never giv up, I won't giv up.
"HE" did scold mii in front "HIS" frenz, said my bad word, scold mii on "HIS" blog & sO on.
Nw mayb bcomes better & more better 4 us ady.
Seem "HE" didn't sO hate mii lik laz time, mayb "HE" wil feel I'm changed a lots, b more matured on thinking, act.
Sumtimes when we saw each other, I wil feel tat we r looked at each other's eyes, mayb sum1 wil said tat I'm think too much.
When I looked at "HIS" eyes, sumtimes wil feel tat "HE" stil lurbx mii, jz no dare 2gther bck v mii.
Btw, who wil knw the truth ?
Jz "HIMSELF" !
Mayb real 4 "HIM", b4 if didn't 2gther v mii, wil b vry hapii, mayb nt, tat's jz a lie.
I found a song tat quite suitable 4 us.
S.H.E - [ 天灰 ]
*如果你从没出现, 我会不会觉得快乐一些 ?

可惜残忍时间总要把诺言一点点摧毁.
想念变成怀念, 心动变成心碎, 偏偏还会关切你最后属于谁.*
Thr is sum lyrics tat abt my feel.


10 August 2009 5:45 PM
PC Fair


Work at PC fair 3 dayz.
Was vry tired !
Bt oso nt bad, it's stil okay.
Bcoz nt jz work, oso quite funny at thr, a lots frenz made jk & ply 2gther.
When I'm working, I wish cn meet "HIM" thr, bt at laz "HE" was stil didn't visit thr.
Gt a bit disappointed.
Many ppl said tat I've changed ady, seem looked more happier than laz time, owayz smile.
Mayb tat's real, nw I hope all cn jz kep all wat my real feeling in my heart.
Den make all the ppl around mii smile smile smile, more hapii ! =)
Bring hapiiness 2 the world, I wanna b a clown.
CLOWN, who vry special, who bring a lots hapiiness 2 ppl, make all children smile, & all ppl wil laugh without sad.
We should respect them much.


02 August 2009 3:49 PM
L 4 Lurbx ; L 4 Lie


Saturday (1/8/2009) was SMJK Heng Ee St. John Ambulance's AGM, tiz year I'm those F5 member ady. * OLD
After the AGM, we all F5 memberz were took many photos as a memory, summore cn show on the day of farewell.
Well, we had lunch 2gther bside our sch thr.
YC & Michelle were asked mii 2 join them bck fetch by Jia Xuan.
Bt I rejected, 1st I think tat wan go 2 Butterworth - grandma's hse.
At laz, I'm lazy, sO wan bck hm alone.
It's a big big big rain, I never walked under the big big big rain b4, tiz is my 1st time.
I feel gd when walking under a raining sky, I feel gd !
nanananananana ~
Rmb tat laz time even walked under a raining sky, tat oso jz big rain nt lik 2day.
While I'm walking, think bck all the memories between mii & "HIM".
The road, reali bring many memories 4 us; hapii, sad, funny.
Both of us oso lik the raining day, we walked under the rain sky 2gther many times b4.
"HE" did told mii, miz mii all the time, xspecially raining day, it's means all the rain means "HE" miz mii, big rain + more miz.
Den hw abt 2day ?
Izit miz more more more ?!
I admit, I did lurbx "HIM" much much much !
Othough I'm nt the best 1, can't compare v otherz gal, wat oso lose ppl.
Bt I wil try 2 learn, try 2 b the best 1.
Thinking those memories on the road we had, at the KFC, the shop of Nasi Kandar.
The most I rmb tat we nt enuf money, & we had order the milo ais, the worker was kep wan us pay all, bt we stil less rm0.20, at laz "HE" hold my hand bring mii run away.
All tiz r reali vry vry SWEET !
When I'm walking, I cried, I smile, laugh non-stop, syiok sendiri ! ^^
haiz...
Nw all was changed.
Nitez, on cal v frenz until 5am.
I stil can't fall slp, sO think think think agn.
Well, at laz I slp d, hv a sweet dream, it's reali seem lik happened in my real world, bt when I woke up at 3pm, jz realise tat's a dream !
Dream tat we all schmates were on a ferry, we study MA & AK 2gther.
"HE" is stil same, hate mii in the dream as real life, we r break ady.
& I'm stil lurbx "HIM", bt jz kep in heart lik nw.
Suddenly sumthgz happened, "HE" was fall down from ferry 2 the sea !
We all were nervous, asked teacherz 2 cal them stop the ferry.
Sum of "HIS" frenz wan jump 2 save "HIM" too.
Bt lucky, "HE" stil cn swim, swam up 2 ferry, I'm the 1 who most nervous, cry loudly, coz I'm reali scared 2 lost "HIM".
I open the door 4 "HIM" & help "HIM" up 2 ferry.
After made sure "HE" is safe, I pissed off.
Coz I scared "HE" wil scold mii.
At laz "HE" find mii, told mii we 2gther. Kay ?
I'm steam, I can't imagine tat.
Duno hw 2 say, I'm hapii, bt oso worried, den cried, I feel "HE" jz bcoz I save "HIM", sO 2gther v mii agn.
Btw, I didn't care.
I scare if I reject, wil no chance ady.
Finally, we r 2gther bck.
-The End-
Nobody at hm, I cried alone, released my sadness.
Switched on the TV after cried, channel 322 was showing a mvie tat I watched b4 at F4 : 'L 4 Lurbx ; L 4 Lie'.
Yah, I'm agree tat in lurbx is jz lik a lie we did.
Those promised wil disappear after break.



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